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Monday, November 2, 200911:54 PM

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The last exam just left few hours ago . and i 'm quite excited to welcome the holidays . Unfortunately , i didnt have a glimpse of place to show it . Celebrate the day of joy , me , together with atiqah and her usual gang , have a party , small i should say . Well , i had a huge fun just now . But i know it would be much much fun with the presence of my girlfriends there .


Today , i was all time quiet , knowing that i have nothing to say . I know being quiet and alone wasn't really a good idea cuz people would thought you are unfriendly . But i have nothiing else to do besides beiing quiet and alone .

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" Have you ever think that i am missing you ? i miss your smile , your laughter and the calming voice of yours . Have you ever think of whose shoulder i need  to cry on whenever i'm down ? Yes , i know . I know very well that i always and always hide a thousand things from you . I have a reason behind it . If this fight drags , i'm afraid that i have to lose you . Which of course , i never wanted that to happen . Do you know that every tiniest second that i live in my life these days , i think about how to get along with you back ??? Did you ever think of that ? I'm sorry if i hurt your feelings which i may really have to IN THE FIRST PLACE , but all i ever wanted for you is to get back your happiness . i'm tired of your cries and that is the reason behind all this GAME . well , i know that sounds quite bad , but again , hearing your cries makes me feel that you really have to get all your happiness back .
It crushes me alot whenever i passed by you , and i never have a chance to see your smile , neither of me having a chance to smile back at you . I really have to hold my tears whenever that feelings came . Do you think i'm happy without you by my side as the any usual days before ? NO ! of course not . Yes . Yes . Yes , my ego always rule my mind that i cant forgive you in the first place . but after awhile , i realised you are the fillings of my life . yes , you are everything . You really cared for me , which i'm really amazed by that . Actually , i appreciate that but i just dont know how to show it . You have to understand , i dont know how to show my feelings ! All this while , i just felt that i'm wearing a mask . A mask which doesnt show the true expression i'm feeling . I may look at you but didnt smile or rolled my eyes , but you may never know whats inside my heart .
Its true that some of your attitude or your actions doesnt satisfy me . But well , i have to hide it , a nd forget it aites ? but nw that we're nt in good terms , i wish to forget and hide it . i really wish to . You ARE More Than Just  A Girlfriend . "

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