finally , Malam Kebudayaan Islam III has ended . its a happpy plus sad thing i should say . happy , cause all the hard work and overtime training has been a fruitful outcome for the concert . sad , cause when will i be able to meet all the musicians , and when will i be able to train and practice together every angklung sessions with them again ?? question mark . all the trainings  leaves a lot of wonderful memories , that i'm scared to erase . sad thing i didnt snap a picture with them except for only an artise , Apit (Baron Bros)[!!!] .

The Nite : Family and cousins came to support me , except for my parents and granny . quite sad maa . show was great , with the sling of the flute(!!) , guitars , piano and alot of  other instruments . It started at 8.00pm and ended at 10+ . blablabla . reached home around 12 .

Suddenly i heard that its time for mummy to go for her school retreat the next day , which is today . which means i didnt have a chance to elaborate the experience on the 50 feeet stage with her . *sadness* .

Slept at around 12 plus . aftr subuh today , i heard my mummy's voice whispering to me " Dek , mama jalan dulu" . and then she kissed my forehead . I grabbed her hand and kissed . and then waved at her . WITHOUT eyes open . Meaning that i wouldnt be able to look at her face for the last time before she left . *tears rolling* .


when i think of that , i started to cry and wonder , why am i such a baby ? left by mum for a few days and started to feel lonely . shhoot ! well , being kissed at the forehead is a constant action that mums always do . but not everyday for me OKAY . lol .

nevertheless , she's gonna be back after three days . Yes , just three days . LaughLaugh . i've gotta stay strong yea ? LALA peepos . bye

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