today's awesome . started getting assigments frm tchrs . good good news ! okay . well actually i'm lying ya know . i hate assigments . but what to do ? you must like something that you hate then you'll sucsess . i cnt be lazing around sloppily , very very hard to get this mind focus on studies . cause holiday's over and i have to get back to work . okay . wtv


left the room at an exact of quarter past 2 . i'm so happy that i'm able to leave earlier than the others ! good thing it was mathematics . i got a very good exact timing to escape . hah . where did i go ?? nope i didnt skip . how to skip ? aftr a long stretch of time studying , then now i want to skip ? so selenge . I have an appoiment with the school dentist near outram . As i walked down the aile proudly , ... knowing that i'm the lucky person that can only went home early , i thought to myself " people , look . i'm having an appoiment with a hot client !" haha . crazy ? i know . i'm just kidding . but seriously . i do wish like that just now .

Upon arriving at the waiting area for my number sequence to be called , i strated to hear my heart  beating rushingly . whats wrong with me ? i felt . i sense that somethings gonna happen . okay . so when my number appeared on the screen , i quickly when inside the dental room . 6 ! room 6 ! oh . how lucky . i love thhe multiples of three . hah .


so da masolk . dudok kat kerusi turon-naek tuh . pki goggles . and this one lady masok . check sane sini, skali ade satu lelaki chinese ni masok . check check , he's hot . and very baek . hahah ! mesti uh . nmpk org hot , burok apape pon tk nmpk . sheesh . gigi aku makin lame maken saket dibuatnye . screech sane screech sini . kaki aku smpi tenaek2 ! sii lelaki hot tuh tolong bgi aku vacuum air darah yg belambak dlm mulot aku . ahh so sweet ! abeh every time air jatoh je , de lapkan . hahah ! happy . ntah ape si pompan tu buat ntah kat giigi aku pon ku tktau . tsktsktsk . si lelaki tu jugak tau yg tolong . at last aku tgk mirror ape beza ntah .
abeh nak balek , lelaki tuh ckp bye . abeyh kite shake hands . aww . hope to see ya again nxt time .


k aku ape kene tetibe suke chinese guys ? tapi mmg de hot ape nk buat , and since when i'm being so hyper like this ? ugh . crap crap crap . mainan setan jerh . 

astaghfirullah .



k ciao . byebye

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Its time . Its time for me to put my whole guts in the game , i mean the studies .
Get ready . and GO !

che . what crap am i talking about ? what only*strtbroken* .
hmm . first day of school . as usual , the screaming and the normal freakouts " AAHH ! ZEE ! lame tk Nmpk !*hughug*"
. like as if i've just arrived at the airport  frm pilgrims . hah . but nevertheless , its refreshing to see someone freaks out when they saw you . like , obviously , we miss each other . heheh . Of course i also freaked out the moment i saw my usual babes ! du-uh . Freshies and New faces were seen in the crowds . yea , so busybody to know their particulars and whatever not . And yeah ! the new secondary ones , seems to be so super damn cute ! idk why . but they seemed so cute ! hahaha .

And whats the first day of school without a Spot Check ?? yea . they'll never miss it yaa . the boys , Hair la of course and their attire . Girls ? Wristband ! duh . and long pants . hah .
like police already . but cool whhat ? very disciplined students have bright future . insyaallah . amin . i just hope that the whole school is very well disciplined at the end of the day . So everyone can respect each other faithfully .

Surprisingly , the classes' name had been changed into a new one . eg. frm secondary 2/2 to secondary 2B !
ohmy . i still have the problem to say 2B in arabic . so AWKWARD .
ugh . asal laa tukar . kelakar tau tak ?
buku da letak sec 2/2 . ugh . kene tuka lagik !

recess time . yay ! the fun part . okay . actually nothing fun . except for getting to see the crowd bck in the canteen . i mean , the whole secondary level to be on the same deck . yay ! especially when you get to see someone you miss for a long whole stretch of time . hahah ! ya know i know .


so people . the first day of school is fun , of course . study for like a little bit of things . then ciaow .

k skrg aku nak ciaow . bye

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"why did you ask who disturbed me ? why ? oh and thanks . you saved my life . ly "

oh i just cant stand it . the cell's light keep blooming , trying to signal that there's someone trying to get on the line .  Do i have ta ? i dont think so . oh no . not anymore .

 if i have ta make ya suffer . if i have ta make ya regret . and if i have to call somebody to make ya injured , i will . sorry , if ya wont stop . 

hmmm . what am i talking about . recently . someone saved my life from the sitauation you can understand above . IF you can EVEN understand what i wrote . oh sheesh !

hello ? cnt you see i'm having a headache and a problemm down here ? ugj . i have three diff kinds of problems . one is about my cell stalker . two about this one girl . three about missing this one boy . ugh . and againn , i still cnt find the solution ? yea . i know i'll find one . somebody has to help me ? and somebody have tried helping me . thx . you really made me feel better and boost up my confidence .


leklek suda eh . i've met someone worse . haha .*strt mepek*



wtv la . actually . i'm frustrated and felt irritated with someone . (!!!)
i know i'm kinda being unreasonable . yes . call me like one . BOO . i;m not okay . i'm not telling and elaborating the whole story . i wrote this bcz i need a place to let go everything inside this heart . and i'velet it out . so i'm done talking here ! .


tata, ly

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i dont know why but i cant stop crying.
i'm sorry .  i just dont want to start off my 2010 with tears . but i just cnt resist it . imiss somebody . this someone that makes my life meaningful and no one could replace him . i know imma kinda freak to say this but its just the feelings tht i couldnt hide .  whats wrong with me ?? i dont know .

imma haveta stop . ugh . i couldnt . what should i do ? yes . call me a freak . call me a despo .
as if you have never feel it before . oh shut up . dont talk crap .

i realise this when one day i dreamnt abt him and woke up feeling tht i had lost a person . and infact , knowing that i HAD really lost that person . oh god pls . calm me down . send my regards . i just dont have any idea of how to tell . how ? god , pls . i really do . and guess what ? i need him now . honestlty , i need you too .


p/s , ily .

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