i dont know why but i cant stop crying.
i'm sorry .  i just dont want to start off my 2010 with tears . but i just cnt resist it . imiss somebody . this someone that makes my life meaningful and no one could replace him . i know imma kinda freak to say this but its just the feelings tht i couldnt hide .  whats wrong with me ?? i dont know .

imma haveta stop . ugh . i couldnt . what should i do ? yes . call me a freak . call me a despo .
as if you have never feel it before . oh shut up . dont talk crap .

i realise this when one day i dreamnt abt him and woke up feeling tht i had lost a person . and infact , knowing that i HAD really lost that person . oh god pls . calm me down . send my regards . i just dont have any idea of how to tell . how ? god , pls . i really do . and guess what ? i need him now . honestlty , i need you too .


p/s , ily .

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