hellloooooo once again .

i am superrrr borreed . haha . thx thx thx for the memories (?)

Saya , Sayyidah Zainab Bte Ahmad Shamsuddin , here by clarify that i will always be mingle until ______ take me as his wife(? jst kidding) . Also that I will hear and take the order of what my husband demanded me to do for him only wherever and whenever he asks me to . I promise to be faithful to my husband and be loyal to him throughout my whole life with him and until i meet him in jannah . AAmin .


wwwaaait . wth am i talking about ???? heish . ape aku mepek . eh tkmo take it to the heart eh ape aku bbl yg kat atas tuu . I myself didnt realise what i'm talking about . I dont even have a husband yet , not qualified yet to be a wife ! oh my . that was just a dream . but i hope it will be true one day when i got married with someone i know he is special . DUhh . cuz his my husband . WWAIT . why am i strted planning for my future ? hheello ??? WAKE UP girl . i havent even took my Os nor even reach 18 ! hey hey hey zee !? what are you doing ? ok i'm officially bored , i repeat . haha . dats why you saw craps all over the post . yea , i know . its the only way to make my post longer . Veryvery Bad strategy i have . lol . see ? ape je zee . penat tau .



okay actually , i'm ver very stress . i got stressed whenever my head strts to TWANG . ugh penat la . project sane , sini . homework belambak . tpi ya allah , aku kene bersyukur no matter what happens . BUILT the SPIRIT zainab ! aha . oh ya , stress tau my life like miserable . *sabar* adelah sebab die . tkkn nk bilang kat sini kan , giler or what ? hah tau pn . pe je . everyday kat class mcm nk tido . eish ! trying my very best to widen my eyes everytime it gets blurr and closing in the end  , BOOM ! tetido . why uh ? ngntk seh . like , nothing fun to do . i just hate school stuffs to be honest , except for the fun ones . everything i do its like i'm benig forced to do so . Today , i felt like my head has a rock behind it stucked together with it . Beraaaaat i tell you . sakit , berat , mabuk . Subject : nahu . Topic : adad . GILs ah ! adad da lah mabuk , tmbh aku peyh kepale mabuk . heish . cobaan . ya allah , help me . tapi , bukan utk nahu jer aku ngntk , sume subject aku ngntk . apehal ni ? pe cite ? uh ? uh ? hallamaaaak  . heh . pe jer . kk la yay ! da ngntk . i noe i noe . i should rest and shut the computer off . i should go to sleep . AND ! cut all my crap i've been talking about off . yes yes . on the way . relax okay , i'll cut it . so yeah , BYE ! ^^.



p/s : i'm loving you , with all my heart .

" Posses a smile that could make me melt"

Hey Jo .

Lately , i've been feeling the sense of love , the sense of touched and the sense of impressed . why ? because someone made me feel special . Hah , who ? i'm not sure yet . lol .
 i know i know , EMO rite ? whatever . i am but not all the time .


Ok so yeah , life's been great lately except for 3 piles of projects to be done and alot-of-tiring work to do . oh ya ! and alot of assigments . heish . Soft launch for Angklung's album went well . Its time to look foward to the official launch of the album . what's the purpose of it ? i dont know . oh well . i think its just .... ok i dont know .

Honestly , i have NOTHING to post about . but i just felt like writing . I just felt like typing a lot of words . i just felt like working ya noe . eeeeew . gross !

haha . not funny .0h ya , i fell in love with amirah sanusi like , randomly . i just felt heaven *faries* . Ya allah , strenghten my iman ! aamiin .

i wish i wish with all my heart . to take you back to be my prince . i wish i wish with all my heart to accept whoever you are by all it means .
 

Dear Blo ,

3 days in camp teached me ALOT of things that i should have known earlier , also that i have to be careful of . oh and yes , fun ties up everything perfectly . from the first journey to know our parents to the very last journey to know our aim in our lives .
"ya allah , pls forgive me , ya llah pls !" dats the phrase tht was lingering inside my heart ever journey i went through .
This ASQ camp isnt like any other normal camp i've been through . this camp , is a really , an open-eye experience camp .

Tears , tears , tears . of course they existed and rolled down and wasted . well , of course not wasted  , i mean let down throughout our long journey .

from knowing our parents to knowing rasullullah s.a.w , to knowing allah s.w.t , to knowing allah's gifts to knowing our aim in our lives . the feel of insaf lay down in ever campers' heart , and i am very sure of it .

okay , enough of the long introduction .

yay ! duepulohsen menang best group ! woohoo . best camper female : nurul iman . bet camper male : muhd danish danial .

okay lol . tetibe group aku menang .


wooohoo . best giler oiksss camp nie ! " demi matahari .. dan sinarnya di pagi hari ... " " tangan di depan , ke belakang , depan belakang dan goyang kan ! " hahah ! best tau joget joget , oh and the sweetest is , bile kene hug kakak2 , kene kiss sume . AND AND ! tgk sunrise kat marina barrage !! woohoo . subhanallah . subhanallah ! hadiahhadiah ! hahahah ! . ok asl aku hyper ? sbb , best giler !!! hehehehe .

oh ya , we recieved a letter , indeed , its so special and really touching . it was being read by ustz saiful adli while we campers were hugging the facis .

assalamualaikum w.r.b ,

saya ingin mengucapkan syabas kepada seluruh ahli camp ASQ ini , yang telah berjaya menjalankan ia dengan lancar , syabas kepada trainers dan facis kerana telah menjaga adik2 menengah dua . ...........................(tk ingat)
 kepada para pelajar menengah dua ,
 saya ingin meminta maaf jikalau saya ada membuat sembarang kesilapan terhadap kamu semua .
saya sudah pun memaafkan kamu semua . belajar rajin-rajin dan banggakan orang tua mu . jangan lupa doakan saya . I love you .

yang ikhlas , 

ustazah anggeraini .



awww ! i cried so much man . i didnt realise tht was actually form our form teacher ! she's sooo loving and touching seh . well , i felt like crying right now . ustazah ! i love you too ! aww . 



okok enough . overall , the camp was really(to the power of infinity) GREAT ! yes! i give you my word . 

i hope , and reaaly reaally hope that tis camp will be conducted again this year ! ya allah , amiin .