hello.

I think i'm awesomely back on blog , since i've deleted my facebook account . Wait , i did not delete it , I deactivate it  . I think i won't be using facebook anymore , since it will be no longer useful to me now . Seriously . I guess this is the first step that I will be taking , for now . i just need a change . Sighs .


What happened to me ? well .. I'm not sure . I don't even know what state am i in . Confusion . Ya allah please help me . The most huge enormous question that stucked in my head these few days is , 'What will i be when i grow up ?? ' its not like as in , 'What will i work as when i grow up ?" .. it is more to a ' What state will i be in the future ? a brat ? or someone who is religious ? ' . oh allah . please guide me to the right path . i'm in desparate need .

This month i've been doing a lot of crying . Allah is testing me . Ya allah kuatkan la iman aku . OMA , this year i'm super sensitive . i may smile , but i'm always crying . ya allah , forgive Our sins . amin



love ,
zee